I knew You Can't...

I knew you just can't go like that. Was waiting for the moment when you'll come back. I know you will not utter a single word but still happy you back. Waiting for time when you'll say something. Thanking you for being back to my small life. :)

A Reason To Smile Again

You just left our relationship like that only.... No reason why You left me...No fights..No Misunderstanding....Nothing...I know The reason also...Still feel like we could have continued....instead we should have continued this friend ship..... you last messages said that i should delete all you contacts even the mail ID.... I deleted everything except your contact No.

I don't know why .... I just felt that You'll Call me back one day and say...Hey Bhindi ! miss you yaar...I wish...
well after you strict instructions for no call or messages.... I messaged you...and called you...first attempt your call went busy!!!  I smiled and thought atleast he is busy...not like me sitting alone with no work and thing whats wrong with my aloo!!.... Second attempt you didn't received my call...I was happy atleast you didn't deleted my number from your memory and smiled again saying that I still know you well...Third attempt you recived it! and asked who... Me: Neelakshi.... Aloo: wrong number..... A big smile on my face with a tear in my eyes...I recognized your voice...people just don't end the call or say wrong number on knowing the name..they ask.: for whom the call was.... I knew you'll respond it in same way...and had a big smile on my face..knowing and observing that you still the same....

I hope you never face me in your life...not because I am angry and don't want to see you....Because I don't want to see that guilt and shame on your face when I'll be in your front......The world is big enough to escape...But It Becomes small sometime to face

Love you
cutiieeee pie aloooo
Regards
Bhindi

sumtimes wen i get irritated

Aloo is in Jaipur today. He is on his Indian tour.....heheheh....for his work. But I am getting irritated cause he is not replying to my messages :P. Grrrrrrrr..... May be he is busy.
And also I am angry with this guy. He was hospitalized from last few days and didn't even bother to inform me although we had a word with each other daily. Not done aloo, If i share my ups and down of life with you. You should also do the same. this behavior of yours irritates me the most.
Am i not your best friend or you have other good people to share the thing. I don't want your stupid excuses. next time you have to tell me everything. You only say that, best friend share everything. Now you have to.

and even i get irritated more when he doesn't pick my calls. And disconnect the call continuously.
x-( 

Ek aur chota sa baccha

Beginning of this year some of my friend requested to connect to a well-known networking site, where they all were friends and I can stay connected to them.

So I joined the networking site recommended by them. While in the journey of this new world I got connected to many new people I didn’t know…..some were good some were bad. But really had a good experience. In this unreal world I met one real person. Won’t mention his name because he might get angry on me for this. But now he is a best friend of mine. Although we never met or faced each other, don’t even know what he exactly do. But that’s really none of my concern. Coz to me his work doesn’t matter, what matter is his childhood.

Yeah when I say childhood I mean it! . He is really a kid. A cute one, with stubborn behavior and get emotional on small things. I only have blur images of my childhood. I really don’t remember what I did at my young age. What all I have in my memory is a was a innocent kid, an introvert child, had brain (now missing), with shy personality. But why I am talking about this guy. Well after coming in touch with this guy I realized that I could be a kid again. I can enjoy those entire things I never did when I was a kid. Talk childishly, fight, get angry on small things, laugh a loud as much as I can and cry openly. Whenever I get in touch with guys I become a kid again. We call each other with stupid names; tease each other till the time either of us is on our wits. OMG I have lots of things to tell about him…. This would not end. Today I found I should thank him for being such a nice person and a good friend to me.

So my dear aloo thank you so much for being a friend, mirror and trusting me. You know what,  you are just an adorable cute kid whom I admire every time I chat. I like the way you get stubborn on those small issues between us and get irritated on my PJ. Thanks for  ‘mujhe jheling’. Love you cutie pie. and there is one of his pic posted below, you all can see.